Ahh, college.

Once again instead of writing a paper (that is due tomorrow and I have yet to start on it) I am blogging. Maybe blogging gets my head in the write gear.... yea we'll go with that one. So this is officially to benifit me. College is a challenge, like I said in my previous post. I'm finding more and more things difficult to balance. I ended up having to drop a class :( sad panda, I loved that class, but I took it once in high school as a duel credit. The class in college was soley based on tests, and that's where I freeze up. It's not that I don't know the information, it's just that when it comes to tests I freak out completely. It sucks. Hopefully I don't have to many classes based just on that. The ones that I do though I'm going to study (and pardon my french) ass off to no end. But anyway, I realize now that much of this doesn't make sense. I really need to get one mind set going and turn off my phone and all other distractions from me. As my English Professor says BICHOK, which is an acronym (Sp?) for butt in chair hands on keyboard. I really think that is going to stick with me. When ever I need to just sit down and write that's what I think about.
In other news, I have recently discovered that I am in date mode again. :) yay for me for getting over a heartbreak officially :D I love this feeling. I'm currently dating this guy (Aaron Hadley you prolly remember him, he's hard to forget) he's a great guy. He's in the military now thou so we are taking things extremely slow, which is definantly fine by me. :) This is also the first weekend that I have stayed on campus. It has been amazing. Last night (Saturday) we (as in Jaime, her mom, Aaron and I) all went to the haunted houses down here. It was a blast. Afterwards Aaron and I went and saw Paranormal Activity 3 the midnight showing. It was great!! I have this big manly army guy sitting next to me holding my hand and screaming and freaking out the whole time. Oh my goodness it was great! I laughed through a good majority of it, although some parts got to me and one really almost made me cry. :/ But it was such a wonderful weekend. :) I get to go see Kaycie this weekend, I'm so incredibly excited. She came down here last weekend, but now it's just going to be me and her time. Then it was whoever wanted to be around her could. :) Halloween is hers and mine thing. We love to celebrate it. We go TPg, to the haunted houses, to grave yards and watch scary movies all the time. I miss having her here for that. She's the only one out of my friends that loves to do that stuff as much as I do. Last weekend her and I went to the haunted house in Washington. It was good, we walked through it and laughed, but they did a good job. I'm sure they scared the people that are jumpy and had a blast with it.

But that is all for right now, wish me luck on this paper. I pray I get it done and don't continue to have such awful writers block. :/ ttfn!!

An update on my life?? Sure why not I have nothing else to do like a paper or something :/

Well college is definantly a wake up call to what Pike Central was like. They do not prepare you whatsoever. Thank you Mrs. Sims for being the only teacher at Pike Central High School that actually cared enough to get us prepared. I regret not taking more of your classes. I currently have to write a paper reflecting an article I read... Not sure how to set it up or anything because she GAVE THE ASSIGNMENT ONLINE!!! That is so aggrivating. Have this done by the next day but teach yourself and there aren't any examples. Good freaking luck!! Ugh. Other then this I love college. It's amazing. I love the challenge it provides me. I've already gone through one roomate. :/ we had a.. dispute. My new roomies are amazing and I love them. They're so much fun and great people all around.
I've recently realized what home really is. I find myself being homesick quiet often. It kind of sucks, but at the same time home isn't very far. So I can go back anytime I need to. Kaycie has moved far away... I miss her lots and lots. She is my best friend, has been since we were in first grade, it's a really difficult transition.. I couldn't even imagine what she's going through if I'm going through this. My friend Jaime has really been helping me out through this. She definantly keeps me busy on the weekends. I am so thankful for her. She's quiet a bit older then I am, 23 to be exact, but she's great. She has the heart of an 18 year old lol.

Nothing much has really been going on otherwise. Just been staying busy. I had better get back to work :/ until next time :)