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Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Hates being the Mediator

I don't think I've ever been so put in the middle before... My roommate and our suite-mate are not getting along whatsoever right now; and that just sucks so much :( I don't know what to do, and what really makes it sucky is that I am friends with both. More my roommate then my suite-mate; but I don't have a problem with either of them. I'm being put in the middle like crazy, especially here recently. They throw snide comments back and forth,  and they're so rude to each other. I feel like my roomie is wanting me to take a side, but I don't have one.
The worst part about this situation is that we're all living together next year, and my roomie and suit-mate were supposed to live together, but they can't get along so my roomie now wants her and I to live together. So now the news has to be broke to our suite-mate... I hate this so much :( I'm not a hateful person; I don't hold grudges or judge anyone. I don't feel comfortable being rude to anyone no matter what the issue is. If there is conflict I avoid it!! We need to make a decision by this week on how to bring up the topic to suite-mate; but honestly the only things that we (roomie) has come up with are kind of mean and I don't want to be pointing fingers. I think that maybe I should just talk to suite-mate myself and break the news to her, cause I just don't want her and roomie to get into it. It upsets me so much that this is happening, but suit-mate will still be living with us; just either by herself or with a stranger. I just know feelings are going to be hurt; but I honestly think the best option is to talk to suite-mate myself and maybe explain the situation. :(

Bah, in other news (I hate that so much is going on emotionally right now) A guy that I was talking to but told me that he didn't want a girlfriend told me today that he is in a relationship with one of my friends. :'( I really got attached to this guy, first time I've let my walls down in a very long time and this happens. I told him I was happy for him and walked away. I couldn't handle it. I have no one to talk to (that I want to talk to at that) I just don't know.. I can't wait for school to be over so I don't have to be around this or worry about guys or anything.
I hope all is well with you. I hear that part of the school is going to the Hunger Games on Friday. I am going to the midnight premiere tomorrow night and am incredibly pumped for it. They are amazing books :)

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Okay, rant time.

This is my limit. This week has sucked to the extreme. I know I have already posted once this week but I am just so pissed that I can't help but to rant and I can't rant to anyone or anything so blog it goes. People are immature. This is not my situation, this is a friends; my best friends at that and it just pisses me off so much that I can't even think straight right now!!! This guy that lived with her and her family just said some horrible things about them over Facebook (Number 1 reason I HATE Facebook so much!) I mean he has been living there since September for nothing. He doesn't have a job, doesn't do anything around the house, he is just the scum of the earth. And then he goes off and posts these horrible things about them on Facebook and you know what they do??? They finally grew some balls and kicked him to the street, which they should've done months ago!! All I've heard is from Facebook. She won't answer my phone calls nor my text messages. But then she goes off and gets on Facebook to answer their questions. It makes me wonder, am I really her best friend? Or does she just say that?? I would really like to know, but that won't happen. Gah!! I'm so pissed!!
I could not keep my mouth shut on this situation. So I took the liberty to tell him off. Telling him how much of a scum bag that he was. That he needed to go out and get a job and better himself before he gets himself killed. I then told him that he was immature for putting that on there. That he should've NEVER put something like that online for the world to see when they have done so much for him!! He has no respect whatsoever and he never has towards them!!! I think that is all, hopefully I'll find out more if she ever gets a hold of me.