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School needs to end, and soon before I explode. I have just recently been informed that it is going to take me 5 years to complete my degree. 5 years!! I don't want that. I want to be done, granted right now I'm just taking core classes and I'm not stressed about them. But they're going to be done in 2 weeks, and then it's all science. I have also been informed here recently that I can't take summer classes like I planned on doing. Instead of going to VUJC and getting Chemistry and College Algebra out of the way I now have to take them at USI. :( I love this place, but I hate the city atmosphere here... I want to be out in the country, riding four-wheelers, fishing, swimming in the pond whenever I want to and doing all the things that I could last summer... My plan was to move to Jasper and take summer classes at VUJC and work at the factory. Go home on the weekends and some weekdays even, and pass my classes with flying colors there. But VUJC doesn't offer the chemistry course I need. So that was instantly out of the picture, so I looked to Vincennes. They offer both courses I need, but at the same freaking time. I don't know why they would do that; it's stupid. So now my last option is taking them down at USI and since USI is 50 miles from my house it would be easier and with the way gas prices are rising cheaper in a way...

So taht is the news of that... in other news we got our apartment for next semester. It is as close to campus that you can get with the apartments and even on the second floor, so we have a balcony. We figured out the roommate situation, my current roommate and I are officially going to have a room together and then our suite-mate is going to have the stranger. I kind of feel bad for the stranger cause we all know each other, but I'm sure we will get along with her. It's not like we're going to shun her from us, we'll be friendly.
I have recently discovered how hard it is to let go... I am officially claiming moving out of my parents house. I know I should have claimed it when I actually moved out in August, but I went home every weekend first semester and up until spring break I was still going home every weekend. When spring break came around I realized that I needed to stop going home so I could 1. Save money and 2. Learn to be on my own. It's been hard instead of taking baby steps I just stopped going home cold turkey. I haven't been home in 2 weeks, and the only reason I went home 2 weeks ago was because I had to work at the factory; even then I didn't see my parents, they were in Florida that weekend. It's just hard; I miss them. The person I miss the most is Mamaw I haven't seen her in almost 4 weeks, and I am not comfortable with that. I am so close to my Mamaw she's not just a grandma, she's is my friend. I love her very much and I miss her so much. I call her three or four times a week and I almost cry every time. Oh well, gotta let go.
And also, what is up with all these pregnancies at Pike Central? I feel like there is a new pregnancy each day that I hear about just from my class, and pardon my language but it pisses me off. I have made my mistakes in the past, but I was still smart about it. Pike Central taught us all that. Maybe they just need to start handing out condoms to all the students. Granted that would promote sex, but at least they can't use the excuse of "Well we didn't have a condom" which I think is the worst excuse in the book. If you don't have a condom and you're not on the pill then just don't do it. That's your best bet there. They're not even going to school anymore because they are pregnant... what do they have going for them then? A "marriage" that will last till they are 25 or 26 and then end in divorce with him maybe paying child support and her with no career ahead of her because she wanted to be a stay at home mom? This is not the case for some, and some will have a wonderful life with they're "significant other" and props to them for it, but the chances are very slim. I'm constantly seeing or hearing about so-in-so is pregnant oh my God! I'm so over it, it's like its a new trend in Pike County or something, and I personally believe that something needs to be done about it. It's getting ridiculous, and we're getting an even worse reputation than we already have. Oh well I suppose.
Well I suppose that is all for now. Later!